Saving Grace

I'm movin'

I'm tryin'

Can't get passed the fact that you're gone-

Life goes on-

That's what people say-

But what they don't say is...

How do I go on?

So changed-

So changed-

You were here one day-

And gone the next-

I want to die, crawl in that hole with you-

I know it sounds strange, bu I worry about you-

Life goes on. That's what people say-

But how do I go on?

So changed-

Forever changed-

In the blink of an eye-

I stood alone-

Had I known it was you-

What would I have done?

It was too late-

I can't let go of you-

You taught me how to live-

How can I repay you?

I blame myself-

I hate myself-

The sky was brighter-

The sun was warmer-

The rain was sweeter-

Now everythings bitter

I want to love her-

She's lying in my bed-

I hate myself-

I'm changed-

Forever changed-

-Janie
(This is from a book I'm writing)